HIT THE LIGHTS !

2008-09-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

When We First Met - Automatic Loveletter

moved

www.rah-goesvirtual.blogspot.com

RRRRR!

i was mugging and finally the com on-ed :D
you see, i need to work on my english

BYE!

I'm starting a newww!

2008-09-06T04:21:00.000-07:00

okayyy, so i've changed the address, but i don't think it'll do much difference.
hahaha,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPI!

I'VE MADE IT OFFICIAL!
AHAH HE'S 25,!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!25!

omggggg, stay young and fit and gorgeous brother :)

hhahaha, my wishes remain on the net so it's FOREVERRRR :DDDDD

shine away

2008-08-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

today was particularly ,surprisingly, painfullingly boring!

uhghgugh

coming back home was particularly excited. Esp when I can say i'm lucky that i am actually alive!
Since tropical singapure brought on the rain around 5.13 this evening and then dragged along loads of winds ( which seriously reminded me of canada!)

and it pushed this shelter thing from videoworld ( ask ANY tkg-ian , around they'll tell what it is)
down to the floor, nearly missing my already-sorry-for-being-soos-sooo-frank-but-hollow-head,
and i was likee "FARRRRRRRRRRK!"

yeah so that boring ol` 12 august!
shahslala

shooo

2008-08-10T02:23:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

okay, so where do i start?
This week has been REEALLY good :)

I just finished biology with narin ( she's like awesome in it, which can be interesting when she starts pointing these terms that you don't really need to know )

I really like bio! ( esp the blood part, it's supercool!)
And my girlfriend hasn't replied to me yet ! ( prolly cuz she's studying :)

which has gotten me down :(
oh well, moving on..

yesterday was great!
Went with rajjo and bally to shaw towers to catch "Singh is Kinng" but before that went bugis to go jalan jalan ,haha.
it was really fun!

we were like all over DP, DIVA, TOPSHOP (looking for underwear,mind you) , and shops meant solely for ladies ( hint.hint)

ahaha, i was laughing so baddd.

After everything, we went to Adam Road Food Centre!
i swear rajjo is obsessed with that mee goreng
which is really hilarious when you see her get hyper over it.

blahblah.
I want to go back toronto soooo so bad!
my thash, my babbu maan cousin ( whom sorry for forgetting your name), and karan!
OMGGGG,

haha, i love my guy cousins so much!
( except for the part where thash throws batteries to protect himself from me durring WWF)
ahah, Yael too!
and Sharann!

yeahh, so, i'm gonna cosmo!girl myself now, and prolly call my girlfriend!

haha,
GTG,
love!
R :)

lIKE hello"!

2008-08-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

okay, so i just ended my boring convo with the punjabi sch teacher
another rehearsal on thursday ( hpmh)
why have god-damned rehearsals when My microphone's gonna be shut OFF?!
really?!!!!

GOSH. still, here i go

Today i had napha after school ( which half of the gang celebrated because we actually passed!)
it was retarded since mr Yap was asking us to hold his umbrella for him and he would minus 3 seconds off our shuttle ( which i think at least would get most of us 9 seconds which would really peculiar since only Tyson gay could probably achieve that )

And I could'nt be bothered for bio ( again!)
gosh, i REALLY can't be a doctor.
:D

yay!

haha, wrote new song called " Cactus flower"
haha, i got the melody right and i didn't record it ( but i used a nicer one!)
i shall get chords in music lesson. ( oh mari, help me,i help you)

i really need a pick for the next lesson since my finger(s) - even the index one got screwed in the last few lessons.

yeahyeah.
i'm soooo bored.

oh my god! I think i need a life, :D
( you, see the random comments are coming out now., )

so i shall say bye before i edit my posts
TAAA!

tc, love, to all
RAHHH :D

Like,whoa

2008-07-26T06:05:00.000-07:00

This is getting boring ,tsk,tsk

blogging for 2 years!
well, i'm not sure,if i should delete this off or start over ?
heh?

Listening to ;; " Fall For You " by Secondhand Serenade

haha, jimmy Kimmel's had them with juliet simms ( who has wierd hair!)
she shaved a corner near her right ear!
wierd but her bangs are awesome.

forgetting hair now.
Today we had punjabi school ! (annoying!)
and i got the role of Gurpreet who all i know is the nice,sweety and charismatic friend of bitchy simi and bimbotic reena!

haha,and i have a family it in.
a brother, momm and dad and grandma
I don't want to know, who i'm gonna be related to :( urghh.

:D CA week is coming, i guess.
it's week 6 ALREADY!

i'm really cherishing time in school now. Soon, we'll be the wild ones AGAIN!
b'day,b'day !

haha,well i guess i'm changing the blog woogy,

BYE!

the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree

2008-07-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

I seriosuly need to get on blogging again.

well first the gossip,

RAH ( yes me) is putting songs on Youtube
after much complaining by SOMESOME girls that i need a career alongside ellen degeneres by my side.

I tell you, this is great for the PSCHOLOGY studies i would want at leasta diploma in before i start singing ( not that i don't mind becoming one now, but you know?)

more over,

N is crazy over "guy and girl"

SYS (:D) favourited " Hysterical HeartBurn"
And the trio of M,S and V love the orange song.

yay!

and i got another support Ratana!
yay!

haha.
so happy.

My 6 year old dream is finally coming true :)
well a part of it.

THE SCRIPT!

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelvoelovelovelovelovelovellovellovellovellovellovelovelovelove them!

oh shit, well gotta go,
CMPS crap (:(( --- yes that was a unibrow.

LOVEmusic
RAH

let it ride !

2008-06-21T13:59:00.000-07:00

Let It Ride - Automatic Loveletter

Fish,you.

2008-06-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

SO,
As S brings on the lagging effect on Facebook
Due to her ever going list of applications,

Me has decided to drop an entry post.

Yesterday was the awesome, Beach Hangout.
Much to my really clever sibling, I got there pretty late.

But Cabs give lifelines to those bus-hogging people who achieve the "OFMGYYYY,i'm late!"
quote successfully into their resume,

and mine was luckily a speeding cab.

huha.

Forget that.
...................................................................................................................................

Al and moi at gaming arcade in East Coast park
dancing their heads and legs off
not bothering about the young girl sobbing over our hogging of gaming device.

1 hour later,
moi at train going home
leg cramp jus waiting to happen.

5 hours later,

bowling day offf.

6 hours ok, fine, 7 hours LATER,
BED.

""""""""""""""

R`viewtime!

Listening to ; theveronicas
ratting ; rockin``` solid.

pretty much a rocker me inside waiting to get out.
no emo in this,just jumping and shouting.
the album gets its dose of sad songs, "Nbody wins, Heavily Broken"
and love-doey songs ("Speechless,I could get used to this"
( forgive me, if i missed out other songs.)

but in the end the album is packed with angsty,guitar -rocking, drumms-damned
and of course, vocals-straining and for-crying-loud SONGS.
I likee.

What other artists You may like, (If you theveronicas)
AutomaticLoveletter,Avril Lavigne, All Time Low,
they are safe counts.

till then,
love you all
rah

Surveyed

2008-05-31T06:41:00.000-07:00

1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
By 26, hopefully.

(:2. Who are the ones more important to you? Friends or your boyfriend?
Both really, they're the people you love alot.

(:3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Saira and Dil

(:4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
enough, just enough

5. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To get RCA label company.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.

7. What is your goal for this year?
To not make it like any other year I have lived.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Very little

:D9. Have you broke someone's heart so badly he/she tried to commit suicide?
haha, you wish,

10. What feeling do you love the most?.
uhh, being loved.

11.how many kids do you plan to have?
4 please.

12.What feeling do you hate the most?
Lone

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Only close ones.

(:14. Do you believe in GOD?
sceptical.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
surrounding systems.

16. Who cares for you the most?
The ones that love me.

(:17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Chin ! A GREAT FRIEND!

18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Not being perfect enough.

.19.If the time hmm..rewinds, when will you want it to be?
when everyone was together.

20.What will you name your kids?
if they are two girls and 2 guys,

Natalin Cornelia
Kate Olivia Avlin
Daniel Leo
Paulveer Nathaniel

QUESTIONS I WANT TO DELETE: no. 16
I WANT TO ADD: nothing.

THE REVAMP.

2008-05-27T02:05:00.000-07:00

hello, all of my beautiful people, vacation's here.
& So am I

Full from my carb-loaded,lethal spice, mom haa cooked up
& the hazelnut coffee i sipped my way home,

I shall type down the latest details.

Weather's awesomely cold, windy and rainy.
yay!

Lately, i have been either obsessing over my new Motorola E8 Rokr phone,
(which is awesome, get the word from the user itself,),
hogging my brother's laptop to watching gossip girl (go up, to see the review.),
cosmo!girling, or just lazing my B-U-T-T off.

which is what the life of a 14 yr old is supposed to be.
well, as in for me.

As for the new Motorola E8 Rokr, that is vibrating beside me,
Its the sex, after gossip girl.

What else is better than a phone, that has an INTERNAL 2GB memory,
has a Ipod-like, rolling key, has the text messages read out for you, changes its keypad into music or camera mode,
and can recognize songs by a touch of a button?
huh"? what is?

and by reading reviews, gotten from goggle.com (thanks my man.)
its the craze!
(: I'm good.

and those aren't the only GOOD functions.
there are too many.
so c'mon. grab your pap's credit card and head down to a mall,
it's waiting for.

2008-05-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

hello parker (:

Sure given shame of my own,
I'm been away for so long !

well, I can't recite all of the days that were unblogged till now
but i can't tell you this ..

I love "EYES ON YOU by AUTOMATIC LOVELETTER!"
i wrote 4 songs in the past week (WOW!)
Improved in all of my subjects except literature (mother shake speare. YUCK )
I'm been told I sound like Juliet simms
I'm looking for a gutiarist and drummer for my band
I'm addicted to FACEBOOK

HAUUGHTT

Ay-ay APRIL !

2008-04-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

500 photos &&& counting .( on `e phone )
No, i'm dead serious - I counted .

Finally! Maths & Lit CA - donee.
I got distinction for math -(thank lord) --, which made Namreena and Nandhini not talk to me, & well Literature - like the teacher said
I won't get it for a LONG LONG TIME . ( you have to trust her word )

Today was very fun .
Soulja Boy dance anyone? heeeh . Had a Mocha cookie again - yes baby !
I simply love it. I need a new blogskin like, seriously, it's getting boring. with Laura Marling
'Souls live like Non-existant smiles ' HIT ME with a classic .

Haven't been running for 2 weeks now . Not very good news.
I might just gain weight now (size 4 here I come back !)
urghh .

I really need to go search for a blogskins (this thing will be OUT !)

byeeeee,
Rah !

The library .

2008-03-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

Hello again .
haha, I'm on the computer - again .
I'm downloading new songs that are old.
Got it? Interesting in it ?
Again on my playlist are songs like, 'Lala ' ,'Pieces of me ' , "lithium' -(which isn't very old just last year's ), "over ' & Even Fiona Apple's "Criminal " 1999 !

I know, wierd, very wierd. When you're suppose to be upgrading to more mature themes of songs, i am here rejoicing my 11 yr old song statistics.
Well, I love it. It is just so refreshing to get a a taste of your life at such an age when you first listened to them. Music defines you as a person , so what not a better way to reconnect through music. ? Well, that's my way of doing things .

I am searching for a new blogskin. I need navigations !
i like the whole express-yourself-in-awhole-entire-page thing .
Lovelyyyy.
Last Night, I made a reluctant but enjoyable cum boring trip to 2 houses , my Brother's university & also also not to forget 'Mr Prata's ' for some supper bites.

First Stop , Nikki's house.
Okay, sounds very young but it's actually my mom's friend.
She went to canada with me and coming back she left a suitcase as a sister's house & well , i had definitely had done some shopping so , I needed more bags! then I used hers and well, we had to return it so ,yeah thats how we ended up at her house.

When I first entered the house, there were tons of people, (thinking it was a like a small party cum gathering , I freaked ) -I hate crowds in apartments, nvm on that.
Luckily no party , no gathering just some relatives they had came over, and left as soon as we arrived (thank lord !)

It was boring as her daughters are pretty much older than me and the cousin they had around, well interacting with him will be very,very awkward (you know he's a guy and well connect it yourself !.)So, I just sit there, camwhoring different parts of the floor, deleting my photos. pretty much , unknowingly,behaving anti-social . ( haaaaa, hate me!)

For 2 hours ,I had to be a quiet reallllyyyy cute and small kid (because of my contrasting size to everyone else. - I'm short and small )
Later in the car, Mom was like bugging to eat more because I was sucha shortie where actually genetics were concerned since My mom isn't the tallest person in the world either.(get it momma!)

Second stop , my aunt's place.
well, here only the kids were at home, and they're older ones so , yeah , we haven't talked in years and there are wierd moments, Nothing Happened here because we left in 30 minutes.
Getting a drink and toilet break )

then we travelled all the way to my brother's uni to pci khim up and then headed on for supper at Mr Prata's .
dad had some cheese murtabak - which I realllyyyyy Liked
Bro & I had chicken murtabak - I really think the hcicken was horrid since it was so hard.
Mommyyy, garlic naan , and thosai.
I stole many bites from her garlic naan (:))))
So her stomach didn't get full without the thosai .
The we came back home and then within 20 minutes I slept. It's called exhaustion my friend.
So yeah that's how my saturday went.
very contrasting to my homebody self who'd rather just well ,chill at home .

Gotta go now, I'm searching for blogksins and I need to finish work .

Taaeeeelahhh
Rahhh !

& My god told me .

2008-03-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

Hello, Lovey Doveyyyyyys ,

Its satur-DAY !

Blogging day to add on :)))

I was Mia Again .

well anyways,

This 2 weeks have been crazy !

Last week was the vacation aka, cheerleading competition

&& we are the best in the whole school

Not to mention we were better than juniors AND seniors :)

owwwowww!

& the new term started this week; 9 more weeks to go though , It doesn't seem to end

But yeah It Will ,

Today was sch :)))))))that I love,

It was rad,

I forgot my coupons' money so teacher made me go bankrupt by giving her all the money I had, and she finished my bill by adding the remainder from her own pocket. awww, I seriously think of her as my second mom, and I had COFFEEE WITH PENJI episode 3. with her, I'm seriously on a roll here.

Then she told us about how she loved Maroon5, Michael Jackson, Madonna, Justin Timberlake, as her music interests. Interesting Isn't it.

Also, Priti started her drama with Parvin and Sharan, - It has now shifted to the watercooler, where I wanted a sip but they conquered that part of my life, so I walked away after listening 1/4 of their blahs- just end it already . I mean kill Harmesh not each Other, PEACE !

Nvm, anyways, 2 hours later prabhjot was called up for talking his crap to his deary partner and we all saw how he didn't zip up (you knowwwww , the pants, ) Kevin, Armin, Suraj ,Dil & I went crazy over it, Not like that way but we just laughed and laughed and laughed,

Saira and Jes were however being the front sitters didn't notice a single thing. ! They're too good to be true !

Subsequently, we had a session , as sharmill called it '' REHAB '', where we all sat in a group and the teacher just pointed and asked kelvin abt her religious beliefs - and she told us a story abt it ..

I seriously think,i'm falling in love with storytelling -AGAIN .

Now it isn't very rehab like but you know the ambience, and advice,

sounds like it.

&&&&& Fast forward my day till now, as I write to you,

I couldn't have anymore to say , so loves.

So goodbye and i shall be back

Rahhhh !

Here are some pictures,,, DILLYYYYY :)

29 02 08 [do not delete !]

2008-02-29T05:09:00.000-08:00

It's friday & the Leap Day
The whole world's so joyful over it . :)
hhaaaa

Gosh ,LAURA MARLING -the best !
I'm in love with her music !
thanks to the LIFE !section in the newspaper
I need to get her album

Anyways,
I'm tired as usual
but today was really AWESOME
Chinn:), Yiting :),Izzah , Insyirah , Nasrin , Tracy
& I
went to Parkway Parade .
Insyirah went off early as she had to get home to dress up for her date . ( oooo !)
Chiinnn,Yiting & I took loads of candid photos !
(I'll post them someday .)

Tomorrow there's sch but I'm NOT looking forward , I have an Eerie feeling
whatso ever .
I still grammar exercises to do .
Damn you,workbook :)

Dilly has a new blog !
YES YES YES!
loveeeee her and her bloggg.

Anyway ,

I love the Verse on the front Page of the Blog .
It's so sweet .
haha ,thats why I posted i t

ANYWAYSS ` G O TT A G O

read on !
2008 L E A P Y E A R . .

Ravinn

BUENO !

2008-02-16T00:45:00.000-08:00

Wk 7 is completed !
Infested with CAs and valentine's day anticipation .

gaaa

History CA was awesomeee .
My posing of questions just worked :)
Science CAs was good too .
Could Answer all the Qs !

Geography - nice too
Math was okay .
So OVERALL it was nice and comfortable . no tears please .
HAHAHA !

VALENTINE'SDAY .
No comments as usual .

gaaaahhhh .
Today was punjabi sch again
HAHAHAHAHAH!
I did something REALLY DAREFULLLL .( no elaboration)
& gave saira and Dil a BUENO & little toy thing .
SAIRA freakkedd!
i got a cupcake too !
LLOOOVEE YOU DILLL>

Too bad shes grounded , i was gonna infest her phone with LOVEEE msgs !
:)))) Priti did crap again as steffi has hooked with her exxx.
All I could say was SHUT UP .
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!
I repeated that .

C'mon even LAGUNABEACH or GOSSIPGIRL didn't fiest upthat much of EX-exes
Whatever, At least I have no problem with noone of them
Just my usual routine of gossip and fun !
&&&& some somee .

haaaa.
Well i shall go now.
really exhaustedddd from my sleep by 12 and wake up by 5. 00 alarms
SLEEEEPPP PLEASE !

tayylahh ,
raeeeeeeeeee

2008-02-07T01:48:00.000-08:00

Somebody called me the EMO ONE .
Seriously, go check dictionary ?
I'm anything but EMO , my friend .
Felicia is EMO (hahaa - VERYY TRUEE)

well , its CNY (so well known to the asian eye)
& i 'm lazy as a Sloth
GOD ,GET YOUR BUTT IN THAT CHAIR TO STUDY !
somebody has surely let their curse on me
I have a maths pending on heymath!.net included in 3 % of my final graded( VERY HEFTY , frankly speaking)

As i sip my cranberry juice, i wonder- am i still size 4?
which is like SUPERRR FAT !
I'm hungry but lil mommma has gotten some PMS ( pissing offc , Mood swings as i call it)
& my dad cut like 1/2 cm of my nail!
whats wrong with you!
thats HUGE YOU KNOW!
NOW ITS LOOKS WORSE THAN GRADE ONE'S KID'S foot.
blahh . over my tears.
shall i have MAGGIE?
i mean the food so the kid from THE SIMPSONS(its funny to the LAME ONE)
HAHAAA!

well gotta go now before moma blows!
taaayylaahh
raee .

2008-02-03T00:58:00.000-08:00

Its HORRIBLE weather my friend
Overall, It's a SUNDAY !

i'm really lazy for the past weekend and I guess I need it.
A break pllease form the nerrdy mee?
Tomoroow's monday - the day i love but tomorrow i shall hate
I have a suspicion I'll have to go Bugis with the cheeeerr leading squad
NOOOOOOO ! i'm so NOT wearing a skirt
We agreed on a long top and leggings !
So much for SOME people and their ability to group discussed instead of being so self- centred .

Now i shall Stop whining .
Andy the Ugly is here .

2008-02-02T00:45:00.000-08:00

the weather's bad today .
It's raining for some 2 hours now, and it reeks
wanted to go running today :(

OMG!
today punjabi sch was WORSE than Laguna Beach & GOSSIP GIRL
It was plain 'INYOURFACE' drama
Me & Saira are enjoying our shared nuggets and on to our last pieces
when some Sec 3 friend comes and shouts 'EH YOU STOP THIS DRAMA OR NOT!'
pravin went burserk with slamming her plate of nasi lemak on the table
while tearing up
It was some bitchy comment she made about Priti & Pal having broken up 2 days ago
And when Priti Banged her back - its turned hell
Dilpreet, still despises steffi (but i mean , who doesn't?)
&they really showed attitude to dilpreet when she slammed their plates from our reserved lot to some random table.
MUAHHAAHHA
drama , seriously.
There was SOO MUCH of OVEREACTION FROM BOTH PARTIES
like seriously, you broke up with you so-called boyfriend
so you have to deal with bitches just making their lifes happy by bitching about you.
Go and die
and seriously, what are your chances of making it through dear, females
who have barely turned 14.
All i can is Laugh .
HAHAA

But at the bright side it was really fun in class
Gurbind kept talking crap(he was seated behind us, sine the teacher's move of placing him away didn't work)
He`s known for his crapiness , tthough
Then Arvin made a mean comment about NDK
but Alll we could actually do is laugh our heads off
and then prabhjot comes in and tells us how our laughs are worse off than asthmatics.
THEN DELWIN!
He was SUPERRRR COMedy
He kept creeping saira out and she really freaked.
HAHAHA!
& me and dilpreet? - we were laughing like MAD DOGS!
its was all retarded.
Dilpreet finds Rishi A GREATEYECANDY :)( no comments! haha)

But it was superb day today!
i'm so telling andy !

SHUTMEUP noww already
TALAA - Raeee meee.

I got a pocketful, apocketful sunshine
Song stuck to now ; pocketful of sunshine - Natasha Beddingfield

SILE FREAKOOYYY

2008-02-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

Helloo Back .
Its a week off now
& i survived January .
11 More Months to go .

Had Netball today . I somewhat LOVED it .
ahhhh . Got a book Review , Worksheet and loads of studying to do.
We have OFF DAY on wednesday!
and a half day on tuesday (0930) !
So A week next week shall ULTRAAA fasst.

Then we reach the CAs .
Bless me , dear lord.
Hopefully, i'll do well.
Prolly like the EXAMS of last year/
How i wish i was there to actually witness my success and classmates just hating me for them

Tomorrow, there's SCHOOL !
my lovee - Dilpreet & Saira & Jeswinder
Everything
At least theytake me for me

Today was a good day
Got a New Music Teacher - ha!
shes nice but she assures us of her temperamental self.
lovely.
Then, SKIP SKIP SKIP SKIP

then came hockey,
I scored 4 goals without anybody knowing it was me.
GREAT .

for netball, i did well - i guess
everybody was scared of coach because of the fact shes pregnant - and we DON'T WANT to hit the ball at her accidently(you know!)
but she diddemos for our drills
some netballer even asked me about joining sch team
not bad :)
(ahh, the smilee ..)

well its THOSE mood swings.
i shall leave now :)
tala

The Little Things, You realize.

2007-12-23T22:10:00.000-08:00

I am back!

Merry Christmas!

ohhhh and a Happy New Year.

I don't like New years anyway, reminds me the next day JUST HAPPENS TO BE school day where they break your butt for 2 1/2 periods in the hall for assembly.

where there will be an awkward silence for a while of actually getting to homework,naggy teachers, school rules, and gossiping beesssss (zzzzzzzz) and well, school uniform and tiring days of waking at 6AM and getting home at 3 Am or EVEN later just to find yourself in a pile of fatigue and chores and projects and homework.

But in the end, I still got my Dilpreet and Saira to bitch to about the endless rows of gossips of hollywood,Bollywood,Punjabi Sch(my FAVOURITE!), and what crazy girls do in crazy girl schools of TKGS(not really botherable)

But seriously, 2007 has been a real cleansing year for me

I learnt that,

school has the potential of sucking the blood out of you if you let it get to you.

Girls are not any good at hearts or nerdy at any edge even when they get really good grades.

Girls, are any girlier,or more elegant, and graceful when they are with MORE girls

Teachers are your bestest friends if you can get to their friendly and cooled side.

Scars are just a show of what you've been through

they don't define a sense of uglyness in your general personality, though those really big and deep and dark ones can scare you of unwanted attention from others around.

and loads more things , i suppose/

its not those yoga kind of feeling that i have gotten when i look over the year

but truly, i'm different

Hopefully.

My trip to canada was just a way of telling myself,

Get a life.Stop Whining and live with who you are and what you got.

it wasn't that bad but independence is what i really lack

NewYear's resolution ? - Independence

Learn what it is and show it.

Being mature isn't gonna get you far in life, but hell independence is.

How about India.

one word- revelationary.

Not that i wanna learn cooking and cleaning and stuff

I dunno what it is but a sense just shot right through me

i got to treasure my family

After all,I spent 2 weeks without them in canada

then 5 weeks again in india without my brothers and dad.

Newyear's resolution? - Treasure those around you.

I used to whine younger, cuz i had no sister

But trust me, I'm FORTUNATE i don't have a whole bunch girls as siblings

brothers are the best.Especially when they are a MUCH older then you

they act like your father when they need to. But are the bestest friends for problems and laughing.

and great 'SISTERs' when you need for advice and grooming

no sister is gonna tell you right in your face that you have a moustache or too much HAIR right?

well , that job is the easiest for brothers.

And somewhat they pressure you to look good.

if i had sisters, they will NEVER tell me that you got a tummy coming

or just that you're plain fat so lose it because they'd be afraid of the emotional process attached such comments.

haha, and trust me brothers teach the WAY to toughen up without overdoing it.in the Funniest way.

well i've said enough. really..

i've got alot to treasure for another year and maybe i''ll be different again in a better way.

so goodbye and let the new year roll in!

its a new adventure. and adventures inclde embarrassing moments., gossips and FUN! & of course tears.

lalala,

Raavinnnn`!!

right Up there! at the CN Tower & the Niagara Falls! -Ahoy!
Happy
Holidays!

shake that laffy taffyyy - oii!

2007-09-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

seriously, here it goes -
I went to town on Saturday and had the best time of my 12YEARED life
reallyy,,, - we stalked some people(SHARAN! KEEP IT TO YOURSELF!
we went TANGS, MNG , topshop,river shop-they had a really cool dressing room:), 77th street and ALOT more

seriously, sharan had a first SUBWAY sandwich(awwww, and i was there to see it!:)
it was soooo fun, and SIMRAN was there!
gaggaa, she damnnn cute lah (even for a 16 yrold)
& saw Manprit too. - girl, her hair IS WILD!
seriously, i feel like joining KHALSA netball team
(HOORAY HORAY!)

and on saturday too, I'ma bitch forrrr
1) Priti
2)Jeswinder
3) Harmeet

& a SLUT(yay!) forrr

1) Dilpreet
2) Saira

it`s damnn cool !
haha, & i REALLY REALLY miss JASHEN!
he's damnnn cute!
my lil `green eyed babyyy :)he grew up so fast
the big`green eyed babyy`s taken BTW :)(saira and dilpreet know!!& he's NOT THAT SHORT SAIRA!-ima mean LOOK AT ME-fits perFectly!)

haha,OMGG lahh i heard black ink revenge- by automatic loveletter!
much to the over-usage of exclamations - but still
IT WAS REALLLYYY( BEEEP!) awesomeee!!!!!!!!!!

ahah-- funy!

well really, I miss harmin like a crap misses the dustbin:D
gosh, i miss talking to her abt juicy gossipies and all -that WAS fun
should call her today after schh

HARMIN, if you read before 2.00 on monday - get readyyy:)

well I gotta go,
math lesson -GRRRRR
hate hate that bitch!

here i sign off,
AUTOMATIC RAELETTER! woo!
(you can`t buy love, but ICE CREAM`s close enough :)
>> ben&JERRY`S cookie dough BTW!

SEPTEMBER 27TH COMING! ( MY BITRHDAY y`all)

Shanny! -

2007-08-27T17:54:00.000-07:00

well oh god! here's Tuesday the last of Term 3 can i hear -wooot !?

i love my dilpreet likehell!
seriosuly, I love love love her!
SO do I love you,Saira,jesssy and harmeet- priti!
hhaaaa they the BEST

haah

I just got the dates for punjabi exams - godd, sitting next to Suraj AGAIN- ehe annoys the shit outta me!I bet saira hates that i get to sit where she wants to:)
haha, but relax, he probably wouldn't even know my blog's URL
hehe, OR DOES HE...

well anyway, I feel a need to get in touch with harmin again - haven't talked to her in a hell while crap. we need to GOSSIP
darlling!

haha and i probably going to saher's party on saturday - should I wear my black& white boho top?
maybe i should - but that means a black bra, black tanky underneath too.
gaagaga

should got to cosmogirl.com and ask :)
well anywayss,

gotta hit thebook now - AWIT!~

kudos to HIT THE LIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!
thank you dilpreet babbe!
Rae:)

OMG!

2007-08-20T17:04:00.000-07:00

I`m getting vulgar again!
& at that same repeating god's name.
Whatta Sinful me:))
well, So far so good - starting my IMMENSE REVISION FOR EXAM workout 2007
yay! Who likes to study for exams (- m-) anyone?

it's been more than 8 months for school, and damn have things changed!
My bitch is now a real bitch
A bitch is now MY bitch:)
and I don't give a shit about being popular anymore :)
yay to you rae!

my sutdies are improving too!
English - A1
Maths - B4 missed B3 by 0.6 Marks
Science C5(woot:)
Geography- so far so good
History - so far sooo good
Punjabi -A1!
Home Econs- test is A1!

Whatta nerd uhu!
punj school rocked my feet aain with heavy,heavy rain --Urghh
Dilpreet, Priti and jes are such cuties!
haha, Delwin!- he's a complete sala!
and also Armin tried to figure out all us girls names!
haha,, and I got reccomended more bands by Dilpreet _
shes sucha rocker now!
Hinder, The Acadamy is, Gym Class heroes, 100 times-something, BoyslikeGirls- she rocks!
thats my lil` sista!

well gotta go now, second period's English- teach is out for A WHOLE WEEK!
then third period geog file checking- okay???

well kudoss! to Automatic Loveletter!
Rae

2007-08-16T18:34:00.000-07:00

One more week just flew by!
I seriously, I need a life:)
haha, today ,Netballl!! - woottt or boo?
Dunno yet,-

She just hung on & said " Go On Lose Itt"

2007-08-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

It's that time again.
haha, It's a week and my blogging spree, AGAIN.

well it's aight,still. Nothing Special really.
It's that straight-forward.,though I say, - The BABY'S HEREEE
haha, I know someone like harmin reading this, will go llike " aiyohh"
haha, my cousin from CANADA(happyy, shes chuckling in the background) is here .. and so is the Pain in the Arse-somebody hasn't heard of boarding sch. :(

well I have,and if he were my brother, I'll force myself in there,
jUJU is on my mind again;---GAGA.
H h h HUSH -there it goes...:)
I'm more of a fanactic.I'm the only one from Singapore actually demanding them.
Nobody from s'pore understands me:(
well, who cares-probably I'll sing that at GirlGems-and they'll think I wrote the song..
haha, I'm oh so talented...
wait,ego has not hit my head, dear friend

well I shall go off, to annoy the unable-to-speak-yet baby.. or he'll just cry.
kudosss

]Rae[ this is where it ends

August 5th,1248pm - I

2007-08-04T21:41:00.000-07:00

Photograph each day so we can live forever,.
Sit in the light to make the dark a little darker
and I dance to move only you and I fight to kiss and make up.
I scream for some silence.
I laugh to laugh for once, not there so you notice I'm gone
and I breathe cuz its neccessary and I sigh when I see the moon.
I dream to make sleep less boring..
until there was you and I feel in the absence of heart and I plug my eyes to cry.
I'm a hopeless romantic and kicking the habit but all hearts have darts

.taken from myspace.com/automaticloveletter :) love these guys.
I think I'm gonna my URL to that but, scared from 'lifting' regulation.s no trouble with the law man..

Anyone here? blah blahhhh... Its sunday -the day I hate-eyy~hate.
tomorrow's Monday and its test day. Good thing, first period is Gym
and the paper is during first period -which means no GYM!
weeheee lalalaaal

well, yesterday was fun .I love such schools. -get late 3 times and you're SUSPENDED.
iwould do that just to miss sch and not having to pass any letter.
Plus you get stuck with older senior guys who can't punjabi any more than you can.
and those you can joke with the principal. We need such people to relaxen our rules.
(: smiless

The came the blow of keeping my dignity intact.
I actually confronted my teacher,
I thought for a while that maybe that'll bring to the principal.. but nacckk to no avail.
and It's my first time being rebellious. :::pats on the back(::::

well, it's august 5th- exactly, 14 days, 13 hours 11 minutes 50 seconds since my kids chanel package(which is like painkillers, you don't need them on daily dosage but hey THEY are great things) and the movie channel package has been cut off. So far, I don't have that much time to really cry over the ordeal but it does hit the spot, when you the men in your family hitching on 3 MORE FOOTBALL channels and are watching football ALL DAY. -I'm like CMON.

It's a true pain,.. True to the phrase, my Windows Messenger(MSN) isn't working@!
and it's so hard to get your brothers to lend you their laptops in fear of what their lil' sister can do to it .. woo!

anyways,I'm exhausted. so byes to your soul
Rae.

Potential MAcdonald Song :)

2007-07-27T03:55:00.000-07:00

haha, Interesting title I say?
AWESOME week!haha,.. I know I posted just posted days back but heyy, It's good days now:)
except for the screwed up MSN. (GRR)
good news!
My grades are far good.
all hitting in the 65% range! uh-uh.-uh-huh-uh-huh :)
Today had Netball, woottt. It rained so we had nothing to really do.
so we went to a sec 4 and discussed strageties... booo
But I found a SEVENTEEN magazine underneath the table I was sitting at.So I had a sweet time in the good rainy weather reading the GREEATT magazine.. :)))
I read that a 20 yr old died of an eating disorder
she was 30.4 Kg(WOAH!)
she ran like 16 to 24 km every day was a state champion.
Poor girl. Image death as a i call it.
it's sad..VERY sad.

haha, Thats a recalling incident for friday
kudosss(gonna raid macdonalds today)
love, love love UNHEARTED(automatic.loveletter!@!!!!!)

Rae
cherry blossom tree that lives in botth you and me:)

BLAH!

2007-07-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

It's less than 3 days since I last blooged and I'm here again!
hooo-hoo-hoo-rAY

well, I lay here in the corner of my school library making out the best of 50 minutes.
yes,I do get free priod to myself AWAY from classes and annoying teachers.
I hadn't gone online for MORE than a week so I took my chance today:)

Dilpreet&Harmin joined NDK some moments ago
I'm excited for them but not excited they'll be hanging out with KHATRA soon.
blauck!- my own dictionary work (pg. 278) - second last word on the right.
BLAUCK- adjective

to be disappointed,shocked & or worried.

hahahaa, DIlpreetr said training's in DECEMBER
I wanan go see them but I suppose I'll be in canada then
I'll probably come sooner and surprise them :).. heheee

ahah,well later tweetss,
I'm off to do colouring and being nice to overly taking advantage friends:(GRRRR)

Rae

Smile- Karma is watching:)

2007-07-20T04:36:00.000-07:00

Life's love right now
Karma's smiling on me(YEAH)
I have peace in my life right now
It's just perfect, I suppose

I had Netball today -FUNN
haha, Joined a GIRLGEM concert stuff - somewhat regreting it
what if rehearsals are killers?I still hate staying back
Napping is just really the best.:)
Singing ' sober' for auditions.
yayy..

I'm tired.. :)
but happy.
there's some inner love/happiness in me which i haven't gotten for eh LONG time
& I have to download the 'teenager' song..LOOVEE LOVEE

they say teenagers scare the living **** outta me
they can kill, so atleast someone can bleed

then blah blah blah

this week was nice.
I'm gonna staying at my cousin's place tomorrow
the baby's growing up
bbut i hate the house
the food(YUCK!),no cleanlines
I guess thats where I got mosquito bites:(

so anyways, wish me luck
kudooss

Rae

we walk alone but yet together on this planet :)
So, don't be scared of being left out

say (ANYTHING) else

2007-07-13T01:33:00.000-07:00

Dead Tired, I suppose.
term I I I ain't an exciting I tell you.
It's no more fun
Bitches.grades.
woo, excitement.

Anyways. This week was rather relaxing.I stood back only once! & my 2.4 km run sucked
I'm like dying- HELLO
Running's not meant for me of course. yay, tomorrow's sch! actually for tHat I'm excited:)
My darlngs ooo lala..
OH YEAH!- gotta make a copy for saira. of my december
love, love the CD? I still love 'sober'

a record I say, I usually stop loving my current favourite songs in like, *counting* 3 weeks?

well anyways, My life not very exciting anymore

tc , readers?
Rae

' My december' Review

2007-06-30T22:42:00.000-07:00

My december(2007)
kelly clarkson

1.Never Again 9. Maybe

2. One Minute 10. How I feel

3. Hole 11. Yeah

4. Sober 12. Can I have a kiss

5. Don't Waste Your Time 13.Irvine

6. Judas 14. Chivas

7. Haunted

8. Maybe

Rating ; 70 % (out of 100) 9. Maybe

Songs I Love ; One minute, Never Again, Irvine,Sober,Maybe

Can I have kiss,Judas,Haunted,Yeah,Chivas,How I feel

She's back and Rocking this album.

She co-wroted/worted every song here

And It's worth it.

Some songs were instilled with the love of a close friend who died.some just leave you wanting for more, and some just have the kelly essence that you love.

the Album's great & enjoy it.

Its rock as usual but You don't get tired.

I listened to this CD more than 20 to 30 times and I'm soon hitting the music folder or walkman to get more .

Just Love it.

Credits ; http://www.amazon.com/ ( my december cover)

Lose itt, really.

2007-06-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

The SCHOOL

Started yesterday. thank god !
I met my babies(:
and Some others. I realised just how short I was there.
like everyone was 5"4, 5"6
and me? 5" 3. Not much difference there being used to be the tallest for e` long time, It kinda hurts (awww). More to that,my sense of mature humour didn't work there.
(shocker!) . Alas, I wasn't really the most dramatic,explosive, person right there So much less I didn't stand out for a specifically embarassing reason.

More? - the School has now made RULES!
I'm used to the confined enviroment but It's exciting.
I'm gonna see girls WITHOUT makeup. Means, More Pimples ; more skin blemishes ; more eye sores. haha
YES! - I may be down-to-earth but the fact that these girls can't make a fashion runway out the time between 9.00 to 12.30 just excites me on how much rebellious they can get.
I wanna see them with their mummys and daddies!
haha..
I'm mean.

Well ,anyways, drifiting away from the school review.
I went to temple in the evening.
The crowd was of the hook! haha, I saw a mixed-marriage couple. which is quite cool really.
Anyways
Got nothing else left, so with love I say , good bye

With love,

i`m flying high in the oceans ...

2007-05-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

Hey there ..
It`s ter[a] :)
.

It`s just the quiet me now.
No mood.-not the bad type.
No feeling
nothing racing in my mind.
It feels good.

I mean it`s just like 'getting away from it all'
But you`re still close to home (:

What I`m listening to now??

Flying High by Jem. :)
Love the song.
Works if you`re in a 13 yr old's world
Well 12 year old'`s
ahhhh,see!
Now I`m listening to Citizen Cope[son`s gonna rise, anyone?]
haha, Now there`s Nelly Furtado!
I` don`t know nothing abt you, but songs "make" my mood.
uh-huh-uh-huh-uh-huh
haha!
And now there`s THE FRAY
Sp i`m sad,dancing around,thinking,grooving in my mind and ROCKING
yeah!
haha ..
Well, I`m telling you my playlist here on IMEEM is getting messed up with
I can`t listen to nerina pallot`s IDAHO!
hottt song there.
it another michelle featherstone sorta..
"get away from it all"
yeahh

So i`m done with my blogging dayss.
byebye sweethearts and twistedminds.
Love you all [not "that" kinda way of course]
xoTER[A]xo

pictures of you

2007-04-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

Got the layout out.
Thanks the maker.
I don`t know her name,actually well but she knows who she is!\
It isn`t what i showed the other day.
I decided, LETS GET THE SPRING LOOK!
hahaha, so here i am
god, i have been waiting for at least a half an hour for this playlist to play.
Seriously, its bugging since my favourite, AKA the first one on the list,AKA, someday by juliet simms, is on the playlist.

well since this layout has its blog titles, working, i`m gotta watch what i title my entries
Seriously, i just name them for the sake of coming up with the names
Really.
well all for now folks
i`m off to photo-editing shop[the one on the com,actually]

`tadah~
`ravelyn ~~~~~~~

someday... Neon Couture

2007-04-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

I`m so heartbroken
Nandhy!
I know you're too. :(

i will DEFINITELY not saying it here.

just dropped by to say that theres new a layout coming to `DRAMA-FILLED-FEST [excited?]

`more, I got more new songs on the playlist.
listen ; 'COLLIDE' acoustic version
its more sweet, BUT STILL raw! the way i like it.

its interesting as it shows how poor his vocals are. [can't hit the HIGH]
its right still :)

my CAs are fine now. they're over and i found out we have a day off on the 14th may!
[can i hear a 'wooottt'?]

ANYWAYS, focusing on the uhm, new layout here's the screenshot

its by MANIKKA [she has hell of talent]

CALLED NEON COUTURE

the name just drew me.

like it? I know you do.

hahah, well hey, thanks to http://www.blogskins.con

you got it and so did i!

I`m loving this new look of the blog

Didn`t really expect sucha look in a short time

the THEME now is, 'couture.chic.cool.dark..RAW'

so its like its like C to the power of 4 and r(c4r)[i guess]

which sorta reminds of car [we all know why]

ahh ,what the heck, i llike the look and this is what descirbes it. [c4r]

the new title ;? maybe not. i like my current

i talkk too much

gotta go

teeesss muaksss

lovely,

`ravelyn

Sweet Sacrifice

2007-04-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

Virginia.Tech Shooting
16/4/2007
33 dead.

i'm not providing the killer's photo is any way, I'm too scared to check to google it.
I can't imagine,seriously.
Such talented students,Professors,
Much to non-disappointment , the country chooses to not,really bother the Gun Laws.

-if they did so after COLUMBINE HIGH `massacre IN `98/99
YOU ProBABLY WEREN'T GONNA GONNA GIVE CHO THE CHANCE TO TAKE 32 LIVES.

- he has stalked 2 women
-he is claimed to be mentally Ill

Now, how in the world a person who has recent diagnosis of being mentally ill
thus,posing danger to himself and others around get a gun? TWO guns in fact.

they did a background check and nothing appeared.

I know, its me being overeactive but many chances were given (yes, i agree with Cho's statement of 'they were billions of chances to stop this'), the other massacres that occrued in schools. Still, what the heck?

Talented pupils, Amazing Professors -,brothers,sisters,children,friends,best friends,Spouses,fathers,mothers,

were lost.

its just so sad to hear that.
and a fear of backlash to asians living there.
C'mon. they could be something the Law there can do lessen such occurences.
THEY CAN.

If nothing immediate can be done, you are giving chances,inspirations,to future massacres and killers.more lives. you're giving MORE LIVES.

If you don't do anything now, You'll see something like this happening AGAIN in this year.(its always does seem this way)

we will cherish those the world has lost.

R.I.P
God bless the victims' families. [:

`SWEET SACRIFICE

Shut your Mouth

2007-04-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

It all has been RAD.

Seriously, being 12 going on 13 is totally different from 11 going on to 12

No wonder, people call it the new Phase of Life

More Drama.Radness.Punk.Backstabbers.Heartbreakers

oh yeah Include Gossip too.Insecurities too

No wonder ,no one with experience, ever applauded this new phase's entrance in your life.

It all made sense on Saturday.

It was just RAD .

Pretti couldn't stop the hugs

Harmin and I bonded(shes a girl,)

Belvina was the new girl in my life.

Pretti was heartbroken on how harsh her crush was to her

You love him , but he hates you?

and his friends were totally not helping.

Belvina was claiming to be his EX

which was soo untrue in the end

Harmin couldn't find LOVELY(her crush)*

* now that isn't sad but its upsetting not to see your crush for more than a week

Me ... lets just say i stayed calm in it all

After relatives were all around and you don't wanna get caught in the wrong act

So i wasn't all into the pretti thang

Lucky enough.

Other than thaT, its was just fine

we had fun.

i know being the short and simple type but i just got down with another one-of-a-kind-in-a-centruy kinda cold and it's killing my temptation to study*(temptation , too much of a strong word for this eh?) and i just 'killed' school for 2 days and as much as i SHOULD be excited, sadly, I'm not. C`mon CA week which i refresh or add to your memory which in my school sums up to your FINAL grade*which i wanna make a point to transfer out of this horror to the best schools*, is NEXT WEEK. AHA!

see the connection?,dear friend?

so yeah to sum it up , in the record of my 31 days(wow!) of non-entry update, this was clearly whats left in my mind, i can't really care to refresh the rest

after all

remember the past.live the present.wish for the future

[:

my new MOTTO.

........................................................................................................................................................................

and much of the new layout anf feel of the blog

I'm more in the rock and dark feel so I chose this layout blogskins.com

i spent some 20 minutes on the tagboard

(from my usual 5 actually, make it another record!)

=D

___________________________________________________________________

BTW ...

DIGNITY ... Hilary Duff

IS OUT IN STORES IN THE US now!

REVIEW.

In my view,Hilary has grown from her 'mostWanted','wake Up' days,for sure.

Fav Tracks were ; Gypsy Woman.Stranger.With Love.Dreamer

Least Favourite ; Outside of You, maybe the rest of the album!

Seriously, the lyrics all made really good hits but the tunes,melodyjust didn't the mood. Often reading the lyrics and listening to the song confused the mood of the entire thing.She tried being Kylie Minogue but maybe not with such dark lyrics =)

It worked with some with a dark electro rock feel,exotic feel to them especially 'stranger'

HILARY MADE A GOOD EFFORT BUT she should try mixing the melody and lyrics better. =)

`peace out lovelys.

`ravelyn

gYPSY woman

2007-04-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

wish you never ever met her at all?

2007-03-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

TAKE MY SOUL ; BREAK MY HEART ; GET IT ON

i`m back from a week of school and i missed a training for softbsall which is a personal accomplishment due to my ever-so WIERD mood swings.
WELL got my CA results and they'll be up in some days. since i`m gonna like change the layout.. (like OMGG!!!)

i love the first song on the playlistt. =) PARODY ON LIFE.
soo mee. trust me, if i get to perform any of these days ; count this song IN.
and SOMEDAY too.. OMG, ITS SOO COOL andd (blushinglyy..) hahaa

TKGS VS American School ; and hell i think we just won them...
haha don't call us racist but a friend was calling the blacks niggas jokingly, we don't mean it. =) we're not mean... hahah

it was soo cool `cause they look pretty well built; tall and MUSCLE!

hahaa i was actually hoping HOT guys supporting thier good friends or GIRLFRIENDS but boooohooooo!!! hahaa just parents :S AHAHA

and a senior broke her bones.. i don't know where, how or all that details. but hey ... she's GOOD in playing and it was before playing....ANGLICAN HIGH WE STILL BEAT YOU! hahahaaha

well ... yeah i'm pretty boring for now as no topic is hitting this brain cells only the layout is concerned.. =( i hate the process of changing layouts though the outcome is AWESOME...

hahaha take care dudes and darlings
it was `brooke raylene who was here =)

thats a heck of a statement. hahaha

2007-03-17T22:38:00.000-07:00

SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING!

hahah, remember that SMASH HIT of 2004?

yeahh. .. well the wee of freedom and stressfree sleep is gone and now i have to bear 3 months more of pain from softball, CAs, PROJECTS, gossip, friends, sleep-lacking weeks ..if yo know what i mean.

and my reacytion is no different form any other 13 year old who has suffered such a DRASIC change i her schooling life. but there's aways somehing and someone to make all of that WORTH IT.

To act `COOl, i'll say crushes and gorgeous guy in ur whatever class (teehesss), but to be honest its your PARENtS AND THOSE OLDER ( AND FOR NOW PAIN IN THE ARRRSS SIBLINGS =)

but yeah ..imagine for those working class families .. (they'll undertand me the best).. remember the days where your mom or dad will come home like at 11 p.m?(FROM WORK) and as a worried sickoo you won't get that sleep yourself? we all have such days. Now whether youu're a playful 8 year old or well rounded 18 year old. =)

And then your parents especially your MUM who'll give up hr cravings for almost ANYTHING to get your face to smile. yeahh, but also you have the days wherre youu're very god damn impression of that veryy person is " SHES/HE SUCHAA GOD-DAMNED %$$%*&%@@@%&&(*&^@@@$ " HELL TO THEM!" "WHY IS IT ME TO SUFFER WHEN OTHERS ARE SOO HAPPY!!!!" reactions.

Now, remember that thoughts and everytime you have a bad day with the old folks, it'll come in handy. who knows? a pissed off you could end up laughing a like mentally disturbed hill-billy(no offence)..IT WORK! ..

So are the kind of people you are evolving to become ; parents of the 21st century now as you read this entry you'd probably go "yeah, i'll be a cool parent my kids won't mind me with his/her friends..they would LOVE me!" or even some will say ; "i'm not gonna get married in the first place!"

well we'll see about that especially with your mind evolving faster than the rotation of the Earth.
Remember how in second grade you didn't even care if you were holding a girl/boy 's hand in front of soo many people? and now some more than 4 years its all changed! ..yea BLAME on hormones but hey everybody realised it. And as a 100% gurantee it was not all on HORMONES.. some parents had "the talk" with their kids which could be how you realised holding your boy-friend's had is SOO NOTT GOOD! Some got from the TELEVISION... some got it from yes yes,HORMONES ..the first crush and you seeing that holding that good friends' of yours' hand is not gonna open a door of possiblities wth your "special person" and yeah ETC.

so, your mindset is sure to change by the end of what, 2010? i can gurantee tha even to a 28 year old. =)

and the other choice of making that painful semester worthwhile? crushes?

yeahh..cooll ness ain't it?
GOT GOOD GRADES, ELITE SOFTBALL PLAYER, POPULAR WITHIN HER FRIENDS
why,why thats a plus plus point for a guy to like a girl.
hahah.. but remember gys are spontanoues creatures..
the good friend of yours? could the next be your enemy's new boyfriend..
your crush could be her new best friend.
your crush can even LOVE HER!

thats a suckerr. =(
oh, how about the ever-so famous.
youlike the -guy-guy-likes-someone-else.
and shes your friend or even someone introvert.
SUCKER!

thats life ain't it/ sad enough.. =(
and when youu're down like crap even the chain messages which say
' do you know, every night before you go to sleep, there's always someone thinking of being with you ? even though it could be the person you don't want' ..can't help you.
cuz youu're very reply is ' why can't be HIM!'
'OTHERS DO GET THEIR WANTS!'

well i get my own moments and i guess my crushin life is developing one of such moments soon. and i'm not excited.

But Its just a way to for God to SAY ;;be patient.
though in this moments of hell , even a second seems a like a minute, to put it in a real-life encounter. and one second of eye onatct, means the world to you.
Every one gets that moment for at least once in their life. And itsan AWESOME feeling though like sacarstics say ' its only a second' ..BUT A very supple reply would be ;

Feel that feelingk, feel; the moment and tell me later that it did 'last only for a second'

`BROOKE RAYLIE.
nothing's left but a memory.

blind

2007-03-10T21:32:00.000-08:00

well, i'm back, i guess 'kinda' rejuvenated..
Review of a new song.

Blind. Juliet Simms
my new favourite artist.
She might be a favourite but yeah the songs are judged all on my taste.

its a good `ol , emo song and well its raw like Juliet has always been.
i love it as it sings all the truth to your, in this scenario, ears.

..............................................................................................................................................................

Forget the review.
i'm here all on my life.

my week was just fine this week,
my grades took a dip like the Asian Stock Market. (which trust me, cuts the chances of me getting to New York this year, ...= ENRAGED.) so i'm no longer the kid in class where people ask me " how do you do that?"

which is, for a kid like me who works to meet her parents' standards which was the highest in the last 20 years, among their three children after they saw my potential in my preliminary examinations last year. (=() , i know shocker ; a SISTER has more potential then her brother..and i guess its compraed in studies not in life. Cuz life is just th eplace, i'll suck at.
Especially enrolling me in something i don't enjoy doing. My life is supposedly based on music? or Bussiness or the old classic ; Lawyers and Doctors.

As far as my parents are concerned and so is the society, to make up to the family name , the ideal occupation would probably be ; DOCTOR. and trust me i hate blood.

though in runs through my vein like water does THROUGHOUT the world, seeing all that blood with clots in it, maybe bits of veins and arteries and capilliaries, and yuck and yuck more.. i ain't becoming a DOCTOR. and the other classic occupations ; Bussiness ,Law.....HAHAHAHA...forget it. trust me

i watched my brother's moots (they give a MOCK case to fight, and professers, Professionals, will judge you and pick out the winner who will get a 1000 bucks,- yes, a thousand, and yeah thast abt it and all the finalists get an Internship in a MAJOR Law Firm)
anyhow bothered to chekc
so yeah..the vocabulary(which right now as a 13 year old, i can't be anyhow bothered to cheCK out a word.so how in the world am i gonna be an EXCELLENT english-based singaporean for espeically a LAWYER?

so let's cross that one ~~OUT.~~

now for Business,

hahahaha, maths is a specialty of mine now, but stocks and filling up soo many papers and watching news 24/7 ,......i NEED SLEEP PEOPLE!

so you see thats also ~~OUT~~

so you see... the only that i see the open dorr is for is SINGING and i love it to `death. =)

Make albums, go Tours in different countries, have your feelings known, be a role model to so many people...(girls) and show them, that in hollywood you don't only have poor people turn rich,those people whoget discovered on shows and on streets and who's parents are laid back all..

but also a girl that has a GOOD base of parenting surrounding, strictness around her,people who pressured her to do SOMETHING ELSE, people who didn't believe i can't do it, more of the Americans who believe in us, Asians's potential of being whatever we want. we are Far less from Geeks, who are soo clever, 'Kiasu', cant dress elegance and chic and gentlemenness

so yeah we're different..hahahaha

so yeah other than that ..i kinda just went overboard with the entr=y sutff so its kinda just 'really' long..

so see ya.. readers..who are probably my clasmates..

love ya and peace out!

Brooke rayliee.

it didn't feel right.

2007-03-09T04:44:00.000-08:00

it blogging day!

woot,TO BROOKE RAYLIE!

Honestly, i hated training on thursday even though i left an hour earlier..its not like pressurizing!
TRUST ME, our girls are good aight. Only thing is the COACH! SE KICKS THE HELL OU OF YOU.!
no one enjoys softball training.

NEVER! only at the end, when the coach cools down. =)

hahaha,
my grades have taken a flop like the stocks market in Asia..( = D..not that im happy about it,..)
ahh! i was like the top student last week!

lol..truley i have really nothin alot t say actually..im getting quite boring actually so yeah..let me rejuvenate in the week holidays and i'll be back RECHARGED!

`` BROOke raylie.

2007-03-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

CHANGED THE SONG TO "GIRLFRIEND"!!!

OFF AVRIL LAVIGNE'S NEW ALBUM

THE BEST DAMN THING =)

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-03-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

lol..
totally.
its a record broken now.
Didn't turn on the computer for 4 days!
and yeah for thosedays i was REALLLY busy!

i have to revise everyday and complete my homework unless i want some 'funny' embarrasement in front of the class and trust me,i don't mind.

But you know,its all about behaviour and the 'goody goody girl image'

remember CEDAR GIRLS' is still in mind okay!

hahaha..im showing improvement too!!!

yay for brooke RAYLIE!!!!

HAHHA...i love this song btw..goodnight neverland

hahaa...its soooo cooolish for my EMO persona...
anyways.i think i just sprained my wrist and much to the softball, the coach didn't really bother until she saw me crying like WOAH! amidst all heavy and thunder and bustle of my seniors and team mates.
She still made my life AWEFUL then.
and i saw the leaders of my seniors cry again.
trust me, our coach is the SCARIEST of them all!

the basketball one; she cancels training before even reaching sch and when its' drizzling..

ours ; WE hit the GYM or juniors hit the classes for our tactics to get trained and watch videos for so-called ' inspiration' .
and Punjabi sch?
yeah one guy totally got pushed to me and hit my strained Writ adn lucky enough he got away with it or else you would see me scream like "F....." and Spit on his head...

but yeah AGAIN.. the 'goody goody girl image'
hahaha!i knoww...but i feel my sense of maturity maturing up (aka, im growing up)

i feel the need to pray or just read the Granth Sahib( the holy book or prayers)
to know what the teachings our religion are and being confident and strong in them
at my age n punjabi sch and so far all the way to JC..we just sing the praises and pray in Punjabi much the bothered who actully go there and understand them well..
trust me, over 97% just sing and pray but don't get botered in anyway
thye don't understand it. its of Ancient intricate languaGe and the sense of being so-called "COOL" . wITH ALL SUCH EXCUSES THEY lose their interest in praying and worshipping who gves everything and tHe Man who madeall this happen.

so i do Feel the need.
i sure o =)
J`anet amrit may LOOK perfect bu not even a corner ,of her HEART is.
and plus perfect ppl don't feel they're perfect, they feel they're blessed. =)

``brooke RAYLIE.

Cherry Blossom tree,that lives in both you and me =)

2007-02-23T03:48:00.000-08:00

God, in record of not using the computer even it works!
3 days!

i am SURE amazed lol.
well, had an AWESOMELY busy week actually.
Wednesday ; Softball training, had umm,i think just nothing as homework
Came home by 6.30 and studied after that and didnt have the mood to hit the net or even the computer.

Thursday; woot!free! Homework was a worksheet(English), ad at least 5 pages of the Grammar Book and 3 pages of Geography Homework/.So after i Worked on my maths!

Friday ; got Sports Heat(ran 1.5 km) Position ;LAST! haha not embarrased though it was already good that i completed it! i was havin burning sensation in my lungs, Heart aching,Headache by the third round!and couldnt breath well.

haha,well im not the fittest person so yeah i'll do better next time =)

lol,

well,m grades

hmm.next week when i get almost all?

they're taking on a "oo groping of subject"toll.which for th Dikoos,it s a good thing. lol!

got into HEATED arguments with two teachers though..with one m like OH MY GOD!

i wont really tell in details lah...my blog can ruin my life if it is read by the teacher`s pet!

all in say is ,uhm...i startd crying today in ch for something gd dam reason i wasn't sad about!
GUESS MOOD SWINGS TOK THEIR TOLL TODAY HUH?

well other than,i've nothing left to say guys(and girls)

ciaoss

Whose gonna let me know?

2007-02-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

Well, here i am

in the new atmosphere in cyberspace.
New Blogskin!
woot!

well it was Valentine Week(don`t ask)It was just a normal Valentine, actually.
Yup,No valentine..Just one boring old normal day..Though this life ain`t that boring(don`t get the wrong impression)..
so yeahh...12 years without my valentine..hopefully it`ll be that way..
not that i`m being quite close-minded.
Its sure gonna be a Ca(Continual Asessment) week,so yeah NO TIME!

More of the week;

I changed my screename uncountable times...the starting of the week was,
aa,"i`ll be your cheap novelty",Lachrymose hear me call your name",Something really long...etcc... now its umm : "Its gonna be me thats gonna go"

LETS CHANGE THE TOPICC..BORING!

wellll, oh yeah!
i listened to EVANESCENCE ;the open door.

awesome ROCK album....
Honestly,loved Lacrymose...which i think was spelled wrong or made-up word cuz i checked the dictonary.com it had many other words but the most similar one was just.... LACHRYMOSE..

that too meaning tendering to tearss...

so yeaahh, i hear the nameee..

haha,don`t get it? neither do i! lol!
Anywayss,like my new blogskinss..?

i like it..and i know its not gonna lastt...

lol,its like fashion you know?
lol,well the BUDGET 2007 OF SINGAPORE came out today..
amazingly, me ;a retarded 13 year old,who is suffering from the worst cold,which added mood swings....the news excited me.the GST HAD shocked me last year..but i guess its for the best right?
who wants to make their country a WORST place in the world.....a jackass i guess ..lol

hahaha mind me kay!

Currently Listening to ; UNhearted byJuliet simms

cool songg...raw and rock!

Currently Surfing ; Seventeen.com.
Truly a wonderful site,it has all the girl needs!

Currently who`s Online;
Zuhaily,Jiayi,Heilli,and my Softball Division`s Leader; Anisha...

she`s super nice you gotta meet her..
i think shell make a great leader apart from Kuzuki...(i don't know how to spell)
The Attitude Girl....
She shows that Disguisting face(no,no,shes not ugly...shes pretty but shes shows her ugly side...)
which is quite a turn-off.

My lessonss ; D & T(design and technology) is not so bad after all...he makes fun of uss we,is fun!
and since of his nature that we found from the first lesson..we couldn't be that "touched" aka It didnt Hit close to Home....from o his jokess..i got made-UP couldnt be any more bothered...he called my project of a music ornament ; UGLY..you don`t see me crying cuz i dont care abt the subject!

and yeah he did say in front of everyone and me!

for CAs...yeahh
science was kinda challenging cuz i didnt really study except for the equations..theyCOULDNT GET TO MY HEAD!

so yeahh those hours of studying were just focused on one thing; equations..much to the wastage of other sections which were right from the worksheets we were given.....
then Geography,Perfecttt...i can get full marks!
Literature...forget it..
i Suck...more than a cow doing maths...

hahah...well i got really nothing left to say man..
maybe next time? =)

take care,
readerss.

Pictures of You.

2007-02-10T22:46:00.000-08:00

TALK ABOUT THE POPULATION GROWTH!

god,from 4.5 million to 6.5 MILLION! you gotta be kidding!
With such much of,rising properties prices,the groceries, THE GST,
scared enough,Could it be that singapore could become the uhm, sorta-next york.
NO WAY!

hahaaha,such a population boom is gonna be cool,especially with even HDBs GETTING the urban feel. (THANK LORD!)...and also more shopping,dinnings,more class to singapore,but how about the poor people?

Its adding to an image of Singapore.
The government says,the QUAlity of Life won't suffer.
but who knows?

So much is going right now,
You can NEVER predict whats in the future.(Right?)
its like cramming more than 20 people into a 3-room flat.(for a night.)
They can survive, but not comfortably.
Scared enough man..
scared enough.

off i Go,

The Vidocin Song.

2007-02-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

Hahha,,,

No Softball Practice!
YAy to me!!!

hahaa, i love this.
The Coach Won't Get a Chance To Scream At me.
It really feels good :D
haha,well yeahi id my homework so i have to do ths weekend isrelax an sttudy!
Woot for BRooke!

haha,SO yeahh

UPdates made WERE...
Newlayout***
Songs
My Profile**
and yeahhh
my TO Do LIst.

woot!

haha copyrighted from harminder. =)

well i'll be doing a survey after this post so watch out!!!!!yes!

``brooke raylene has signed off

meee!

2007-02-03T02:28:00.000-08:00

Nickname
^ RAy.

Sex
^ Female.

Eye Color
^ Dark Green

Hair Color
^Cherry Brown

Height
^ 172cm.

Favorite Color
^ black

Screen Name
^`Raylene `I'll be your cheap novelty

Your Car
^ DONT DRIVE.

Your Hometown
^ somewhere

Your Present Town
^my hometown.

Your Crush's First Name
him.! haha!

Your Grade
7th.

Your Style
differ.

busy busy raylenee. muahh so don't give awaymy love...haha!

2007-01-30T04:10:00.000-08:00

busy busyy me..

haha

look at my schedule for the week.haha see itt.

Monday ; geography project, Art project.

Tuesday; given notice about my Surprise Test on History. Tsk, Tsk,

Wednesday ; history test, gotta study for Design and Technology Test

okayy, is not sooo hectic you see but really! thy have surprise quizzes and tests that will be added to yOUR FINAL grade.

so yeahh, study ppl, studyy

and yet they're ppl in my class who cant be bothered. Tsk,Tsk i say.

You get home around 3.p.m

eat lunch,

read the newspaper.(daily habit)

relax.

no T.V still

Bath

Life at 5.00 P.m

Studying, Maths or History

or Doing Homework

studyy

till (except Wednesdays and Thursdays for American Idol)

7.15 =))

and then its back to being online andwatch the ever-not-so-boring TELEVISION =))

hahaha yeahh

so uh-huh...

maybe that tv gets me hooked to it so in the end, you see me updating my blog less.haha cuz usually all i do is chat with friends, (no email will be put u HAHAHA!)

on MSN.. =) and add songs to my phone

my CURRENT one is now yuck, due to the lack of memory and memory card,that i could've updated.this is the current onee.

(the cuter one )

the one i want...

Motorola V3 xx

haha yeahhh blackk is always my choie unless they have chocolate brown or elegant red.
hahaaha i owuld love the Dolce and Gabbana of course!!!!

haha well, peace out readers..
love yaa
muahhh

``perFect lAdyy =)

`Brooke raylenee.

2007-01-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

nEW LAYOUT !

byeee!

my olddy blogg +((

2007-01-18T21:24:00.000-08:00

www.mycrashworld.blogspot.com

things i forgot at birth

2007-01-18T21:09:00.000-08:00

haha,

truly i have nothing to say.
just felt bored so yeah lets get on with blogging.
i know, BTW im in school ppl, so i ts all about secrecy.
OH yeah!
hows my sad,sad,sad situaTION GOING?
fantastic didnt have to see that "thing" today?! yeah! i say , yeah! so i'll expect happiness for the this little period of hmmm, 3 1/2 days? its sort of a dream!

it can't be true,.
i'd love this fact but the problem is just that,i don't know how to explain.
its just not right.
im an acting idiot now ain't i ?
but sometimes i just get lost when finding any words for this feeling.
its unexplainable!
its sooo down under.
you know?

yeah, hope ya do.

haha, talk enough of my crap(la)__ singaporean mah.lol
so yeah,i hva no mor left to say,if i do, saturday will be a solid day to.
haha it rhymeS!!!!

wowooot! woot!

well take care you"all
`brOOke raYLene =))

this is as quiet as it gets.

2007-01-16T23:55:00.003-08:00

God,

sometimes instances always leave you thinking ; "what did i do in my last life that im getting this?!"...often enough you never get te answer.

yeah, mood of `Brooke Raylene is made of now? ; hurt.
yeah....i can't talk abt i cuz friedns will know and all the sht all the no-kidding-embarrasing drama and humour will start.

yes and its all in school. :( sadly.
and its ruining my life.
truly.
i don't know. and i wrote a song about it too.
but yeah i have to keep it to ,myself.
i know, playing all these mind games with cha and not even telling isnt it just a waste of time?
well one phrase ;; life's never gives the full hapiness of one thing.
i get to be there but i don't feel that.
the coldness rubs on my heart.
and makes it ache
i can do everything but it will never go away.

haha its not my song but yeah its cold
i'mm aching. trust me. you can see it but theres nothing you do.

haha its lame bt it just came out like that!

hhaa my feels are sensitive..

well gotta go now, i got loads of homework.

`brOOke raYLene

aaahhh! then there was panic!

2007-01-13T22:19:00.000-08:00

heyy, yeah i know; just the started of the school year and i abandoned my blog! i know! its sooo hectic!
going for sports tryouts, having already 2 projects on your shoulders,loads of homework by the way, yeah so thats abt it!

Sounds like whatever right? Well come TKGS! See the physical pain! Never in my wildest dream i thought it was this bad.no mid year exams, so EVERY assignment is gonna be summed up for your final year grade..so it means consistent work! consistent excellence! consistent PAIN!

And alk about soem girls in my school having boyfriends, 2 CCAs...here in school you call that
super intelligent-andpretty-cheerleader-dating-the footballer type.
AMAZiNG..look at the commitements!
its like beig married, having to handle annoying bosses(in this case,teachers and principals,etc),workinglate hours with no break on weekends, and still yyou have to work on your married life..hate it!

but downn to my mind there, the only part i enjoy is the science lessons and literatur and my fav subject,geography.
but, seriously the science lessons are a way to relax.the teacher is kind enough to just not show any sort of strictness, and fun science lessons, no pressure and he does it so slowly so the lesson is still educational and at the same relaxing!!!

so yeah that way, no one i asking you questions throughout the lesson on "what did he just
say?!" or " whts the homework again?!" so yeah its awesome..
and i rock that subject as far as i know, and lucky enough i didnt have a strict teacher like my PE and history one(the sameteacher for both) who ruined PE the fav subject of mine too,
for me.

so yeah im enjoying it. plus its another sort of weight loss programme right???!!!

hahahhaha!

` brOOke raYLene

Just another pshyco day..

2007-01-06T02:21:00.000-08:00

Well, first of all, i can always assure my dscilpline will not emain 'clean' in secondary sch.c`mon just 20 minues into my punjabi(aa,second laguage sch) and i was in trouble!!!!
and its wel, as usua my attire yipee!!!

trust me,,,usually you include your parets in this kind of situation but im handling him ths time...fo all i care!!! cuz in the end, he`s gonna call my parents..

yeah he told ' he wants to talk to me' probably because im weaker than him in words rather my dad coming here and wacking his ass up. =) i love it when my dad messes with this ppl haha.
so yeah...even well im not the school for 2 weeks(i got cca day ad then collect my scholarsip)

so yeah..made stand in front of mii senio for like 15 minutes...well 1/3 of the time ignoring me,.
he made me look soo idiotic..so be prepared you twit!!!!!!

HAHA...so yeah..more to come.

yeah..
peyton raylene***

the sch rocks...the break doesn`t.

2007-01-03T00:39:00.000-08:00

okay, so i showed that i like the shci have gone to.
its not bad,and the girls really,really express themselves.
my orientation group? ; 1 LOYALTY

yeah..we rock!! out of all the classes ours is the most bonding..one.the others were soo quiet.even if the teachers were the nice ones!!!!

yeah so thatsmy version of my school.
they are strict, but att he end of the day,its a nice with core values and just want to develop an accomplished.

yeah..i made many friends.and am enjoying far from my assembly which dead silent except for the older students..
my recess sucked...truely no space to sit, to long of lines to line-up ..i lost the friend i was with.and the milo i got ..(with all the stares from older students who told me nothing) just like a teaspoon of milo and i cup of water..

urgh..hated it.peferred staying clss with my really different personality teachers..one ah lian -sport-buff type and another old strict teacher.
one was relaxed the other was allover the rules.
so yeah i enjoyed it.but at the same time itwasnt really whati wanted.
just different..in some good ways/ =)

yeah so thats how it is.

thas my school TKGS.
Serve with HUMILITY
Act with INTERGRITY
Grow in DETERMINATION
the last one?----im not quite sure.

but the vision is sure ; me to become an accomplished lady.
yes LADYYY..not a woman...with elegance.

=))

enjoy the evening of jan 3rd 2007

bye!!!!

"peyton raylene"

Here It Goes...

2007-01-02T00:04:00.000-08:00

"E.E. Cummings once wrote; 'To be nobody-but-yourself - in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else - means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.'"

Theres my Quote of the week.

Well...i just opened this blog since my old got stuck between the transfer for my old blogger account to get a new,advanced,more-organized sort.
So heree i am, in my new internet home.
Much to my reluctance.

Anyways,i`ll be moving on to my secondary sch life in a matter of 14 hours, which is far from exciting actually after spending 6 fun not to forget educating years in my primary school..

New enviroment.far from the on im used to, a whole new set of people who i mayhave never met in my life.Except some of my ex-schoolfriends.and notto forget th staff; a whole new set of teachers, and a principal(which no matter-what,i`ll hate) and new uniforms, new rules,new subjects, new books(no more cartoons inthem!!!)(like the maths ones )..not so childish though ..they just made studying less bookish..you know?

well i`m excited and well worried cuz of the hectic llife i`ll have to get used to .

well off to my packing of my new life...

off i go,
ravin

song listening to; call me when you`re sober by evanecsence

peyton.